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do I know anything

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 05:02:20 GMT

Well I dont remember the last time I updated..prolly last week sometime..eh whatever I dont care for these things to much lately. Just made a new layout its pretty cool from the movie Mean Girls..manda that shirt is so fetch lol haha..good times. Just wanna say sry about tonight and yea not telling you my bro was picking me up im really sorry it slipped my mind..although most likely your gonna read this in like a day or something..anywho..yea im sorry..::New Subject:: Life ryte now is a disaster I fucked up so much. Everyone is worried about me. I think im beginning to worry about me too. I need to change badly..Let's see my best friends parents most likely are very disapointed in me or they think im a troublemaker..my family thinks the same..I just need to change and im starting to..I cant lie to my mom anymore..its not worth it..cuz it just comes back to me and hauntes the shit outta me..or I get caught out. Anywho..havent been up to much lately school, community service, work, and hanging out with my friends. Yes a great life.. anyway im done for now..peace.

-To the people that have been there for me through this thank you ♥ -

p.s-thanks for making my life an adventure that hasnt ended..-A.W-

T.i.n.a

member boys cute and cuddly cute and cuddly.

..sigh

Tue, 24 May 2005 21:58:38 GMT

Long time no update..Been lazy plus everything is just so weird..dont know what to do..anymore..Havent really been doing anything the past weekend..dont member friday so ill start with saturday..It was my nephews birthday party..which was madd funny me n this girl christina were signing the wiggles cuz it waas playing it was hilarious.The whole party was great..left around 5 with my cousin and got ready for prom..which was ok..after prom went to amandas and slept there.Sunday..worked..as usual fuckin packed as hell cuz of gay ass star wars..sunday night went to the movies with my brother, his girlfriend amanda e., keith, and mike..The night sucked ass..like major ass..dont even wanna talk about it in here..monday went to school left at 12:01 with Rob and Louie..cool kid..we all went to dunkin donuts n chilled then Amanda came with greg n we just hung out for a little..then I had to work so yea blah blah blah work sucked..n then stayed at Amandas's dads house it was fun..stayed up talking n chilled..umm n today sucked went to school at like 8.20 n left at 12:01 with Linzy which was funny..we drove like everywhere it was funny..i made her go to dunking donuts n i got her a free hot chocolate..then we came back to my house and ate..then left to meet with cindy at some church to work on a play which was cool..n now im home about to go out..yea peace

Fucking overslept..n sitting here

Wed, 04 May 2005 15:45:52 GMT

So yea this week so far has sucked. Yesterday hung out wit Amanda n Lea fun shit then me n Manda went to her house n watched some movies then she fell asleep n then I fell asleep lol then we watched Sweet Home Alabama lol funny movie with their southern accents..lol. After all that fun movie stuff we ate Hamburgers macaroni salad bacon and I think something else I cant remember. So then me n Manda called Dimitri n went movie shopping lol funny shit I was throwing all the phones around "Christina wat are u doing!?!"-amanda "Nothing"-me..it was funny..After movie shopping went to Dimitris and saw The Notebook..great movie..although we didnt get to see the whole thing..oo well shit happens..then Manda cameover my house to type some stuff up and I was watching One Tree Hill. Fucking Nathan got into a car accident on the show wat an ass..anyway Then I went outside to chill with my brother and I ended up talkin to Manda for an hour about stuff..which is none of ur buisness but it def. helped and made me realize alot of shit..then switched cars and went into my brothers this is the funny part..me n my brother are driving up the hill and all of a sudden his car dies cuz he ran out of gas so then we had to push the car down the hill thank god for chris n steve..they helped my brother push lol..it was hilarious.I got a new job working at the theater crown royale on westport ave. come by n bother me..lol well im done for now.

-Tina

Lo0o0ng time no update

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 17:51:14 GMT

Well if it isnt the infamous journal havent updated in a year thats pretty sad..actually its mostly cuz ive been so busy with work and everything else. Lately not much has been going on..I mean school still sucks and friends..suck too. Well accept for the few that are true. wont go into anymore details. well anyways..havent gone to school this whole week except tuesday have church all week today we have to walk around the church and then after im going to blue sky. Should be lots of fun. Just went to court on wednesday i have 50 hours of community service and I have 60 days to do it. Which sucks then I have 6 months probation cant do anything bad not that I want to anyway. Im too much of a good kid to do anything bad..lol. Okay maybe once awhile you have to do something bad but not aas bad as what I did..Never doing that again total regret there. So what have I been doing..Chillen with Amanda the bestest friend everr..lol..and greg goin to Rhode Island and shit..funn times..Ok well idk what else to write..except nothing in my life is going right..right now..everything is sooo messed up..anywho im done

*Forgot to add new LAYOUT of the sexiest man..Ryan Reynolds woohoo..Thanks AMANDA for doing my lj*

-Tina-

none or any other...blah blah blah

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 17:15:44 GMT

well yea im sitting in school cuz my fuckin internet at home doesnt work so im stuck using this pos hmm so yea anywho id write wat i did alllllll week or since i havent updated which i dont remember when that was prolly like last month which is so motherfucking sad umm...hmm anywho yea u can just read wendys journal about this week n wat ive been doin cuz im too lazy to type it in here..yes now isnt that sad..so yea just read her journal..n if u dont kno her username then ur stupid..kidding..its lilwhitey...omg that was so hard wasnt it..well yea bells gonna ring in like a few min. n im extrmely bored..but for now im done peace..

song..

Sat, 15 May 2004 19:36:15 GMT

Fig 14: IOWA Relax... it's over, you belong to me I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax... it's over, you can never leave I take your second digit with me...
Love...
You are... my first, I can barely breathe I find you fascinating
You are... my favorite, lay you down to sleep It's all that I can do to stop...
Love...
So blue... so broken, paper doll decays I haven't left you yet
So cold... subversive, your eyes are full of bleach
Tomorrow, I will go away again...
Love...
YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE

I CAN TEAR YOU APART

I CAN RECOMBINE YOU

ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL

YOU BELONG TO ME
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.

(love)

this sucks

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 23:41:48 GMT

Well yea lifes been pretty shitty..family is madd retarted but whatever im like prayin my family doesnt go through wit it cuz yea it would suck pretty bad..before all this..lets just say drama..which was stupid but yea we all straight now ryte now im at wendys house chillen wit greg manda n of course wendy..i guess im just gonna miss alot..:( i have no say so i cant do anything well yea im done for now peace

hmm..everything..is..just..so..idk

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 01:30:40 GMT

hmm well school..ugh yea u dont even wanna go there..my report card sucks..i got like the worst grades..they all dropped except for english that one went up haha i feel so fuckin stupid..well yea lets see umm family..theyr ok..except my grandma..shes home now she was in the hospital yesterday for a lil bit cuz she passed out but yea..um me n my mom are actually gettin along shes been really nice to me..umm..i get my new computer hopefully by the end of this week..which is pretty darn cool..umm lets see wat have i been doin lately..well nothing much really just hanging out wit friends n things like that..umm today i hung out wit john..which was funny..uhh..idk..ok yea well im done for now..peace

-Squirl

bleh

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 20:57:20 GMT

Soo yea havent updated in like 2 days or so idk..umm so lets start wit last night cuz im not sure wat i did nytes before..well i am i just dont feel like typing it..so..

Sunday-I went to wendys..we hung out for a lil while..then amanda called me and asked me and wendy to go out..like for where we should go..so lalalalala...we figured out some places but no one really had enough money..so we all just went to mandas..me n wendy walked..cindy drove..n came wit andrea..sam got a ride..n greg was there..so we had like a movie night..we all ordered pizza from pizza hut which was good..i wasnt really in the mood..but anyway..we saw house of the dead it was ok..me greg n andrea were really into it cuz we play video games..so was cindy she wants to buy the game now lol..wendy n manda didnt really like it so they were readin this magazine..n it was bothering any of us but greg so he like yelled at them n told them to get out..eh watever..after the movie was over everyone left and we were leavin too i was droppin greg manda n wendy off..so while we waited me manda n wendy watched some of degrassi and radio free roscoe..or something..dno how to spell it..so after that my brother came..dropped them off then i came home..umm that was my night..

today im goin over wendys to watch movies wit her n manda..so that should b fun..until later bye

-squirl-

first surveyy woohoo

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 23:38:37 GMT

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[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::	christina
Birthplace :::	norwalk
Age :::	15
Age you act :::	uhh 15
Current location :::	my house
Eye color :::	brown
Hair color :::	brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::	righty
Zodiac sign? :::	virgo
Height? :::	5'6
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::	greek..ugh i FUCKIN hate it
Your hair :::	umm its straight.. kinda long..
Your fears :::	hmm..mostly im scared to tell ppl how i really feel
Your perfect room :::	idfk
What you practically do in a day :::	lets see wake up go to school stay after school wit friends go home n then go out later
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::	fuck
Phrases you overuse :::	idk
Your first thought when you wake up :::	i hate school
Your greatest accomplishment :::	umm...idk
Something you want to do :::	wouldnt u like to kno
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::	coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::	burger king
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::	although i hate both..um britney spears
Chocolate or vanilla :::	vanilla
Adidas or Nike :::	nike u run faster..thats wat the commercial says
Black or white :::	both
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::	bills get change the fuck outta here
Burgers or hot dogs :::	hot dogs..oo yea i love those weeners..haha
Egypt or France :::	france so i can curse at them
Rock or rap :::	rock!!!!!!!!!!!!
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::	used to..
Cuss :::	hell yea motherfucker
Sing well :::	no
Sing in the shower :::	haha..yea sadly
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::	oo yea
Believe in yourself :::	no
Like taking these longass surveys? :::	not really
Play an instrument :::	GUITAR BABY
Want to go to college? :::	umm i dont think im gonna make it
Want to get married? :::	yea
Want to have children? :::	umm no
Think you're a health freak? :::	noooooooo
Get along with your parents :::	no n never will
Get along with your siblings? :::	ehh..only my older sister..me n my brother have our moments
Think you're popular :::	hell no
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::	i dont think so
Drank alchohal :::	no
Smoke :::	no
Get high :::	no
Done any drugs :::	no
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::	no
Been on stage :::	no
Gone skinny dipping :::	no
Been dumped :::	no
Dyed your hair :::	no
Stolen anything :::	no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::	hmm..id have to say..christine..shes kinda wired somewhere
Loudest :::	sam..haha
Most shy :::	wendy and amanda
Blondest :::	AMANDA
Smartest :::	uhh..id say wendy cuz shes smart..for me at least
Kindest :::	all of emm
Best personality :::	uhh kinda hard to say..but wendy n manda..
Most talented :::	all
Best singer :::	i like how wendy n manda sing
Most ghetto :::	andrea
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::	anthony...hahahahaha jk
Pain in the ass :::	hmm..none of them really piss me off but ant can b a pain in the ass sometimes
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::	none..thats mean
Funniest :::	they all make me laugh
Best person for advice :::	wendy..manda..
Dependable :::	wendy
Trustworthy :::	wendy
Druggie :::	haha..uhh..none
Most likely to end up in jail :::	john
Person you've known the longest :::	wendy
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::	dont member
Last nightmare :::	ugh..dont even wanna go there
Car ride :::	like 20 min. ago running errands..(however u spell it)
Last time you cried :::	yesterday..
Last movie seen :::	uh..along came polly
Last movie rented :::	holy shit i dont remember that
Last book read :::	house of leaves
Last word said :::	hi
Last curse word said :::	fuck
Last time you laugh :::	hehe at wendys house she always makes me laugh
Last phone call :::	wendy
Last CD played :::	blink
Last song you listened to :::	violence..or something
Last annoyance :::	nothing annoys me
Last IM :::	wendy
Last weird encounter :::	huh?
Last person you hugged :::	wendy
Last person you yelled at :::	my sister for being a bitch
Last time you wore a skirt :::	hahahaha..umm 8th grade
Last time you've been evil :::	yesterday
Sarcastic? :::	uhh..idk
Last time you fought with your parents :::	yesterday
Last time you wished upon a star :::	never did
Played Truth or Dare :::	dont member
Spent quality time alone :::	yesterday
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::	trying to get a hold of wendy
Do you feel lonely :::	kinda..
Ever TP'd someone's house :::	haha yea
How about egging someone's house :::	no
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::	huh wtf u werido
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::	eminem yeaaaaaa 50 cent ugly
Yo Momma :::	umm yea
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::	no
What do you think of George Bush? :::	hes an asshole
Any secret fetishes? :::	no
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::	wat kind..??
How many languages do you speak? :::	3
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::	no
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::	yea

I WISH A BIG FUCKIN TRUCK WOULD HIT ME

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 02:30:04 GMT

im so pissed off and so fuckin upset wit everyone i hate my life i hate everything..tomorrow my fuckin so called family wants to send me to boot camp n they fuckin hit me all fuckin not long tonight all i fuckin did was cry and i all i wanted to do was see my friends..and i really need to cuz yea i feel like breakin down n just killin myself..i already ripped my shirts so i wouldnt cut myself..i really dont kno anymore i fuckin hate myself i dont even wanna like talk to anyone i mean i do but whats the use...i just wanna leave and i have everyone fuckin hittin me and unpluggin my fuckin compuer ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh if i can freak anymore tonight..before i freak anymore im just gonna fuckin finish so im done...hopefully i dont do anything stupid

-squirl...more like dead squirl on the side of the road

looooong time ahvent updateddddddd

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 21:16:56 GMT

hmm so lets see since the last time ive updated i dont remember shit so im gonna say wat wendy told me to say which was i forgot..so im gonna make something else up..like..i did stuff n yea fuck u..yea that works..ok lets start from friday...i think i remember wat i did..i went to the cafe wit wendy manda n greg..n then we came to my houseeeeeeeee n then i slept over wendys..yea i think i got that ryte..n it was funn me n wendy stayed up a lil longer than manda but thats ok..n u can read about that night in mandas journal..cuz hers is funny..pinkxkitten...yea anywho..saturday went to Jordans wit wendy greg n manda..which was funn but they forgot my fuckin garlic bread those stupid fuckers so i told the lady n shes like do u still want it im like no fuck that..so we ate pizza at least me wendy n greg did..manda ate a salad and wendy ate a salad..yea then we walked to the moviesss omg i was soooo hyperr while eatin a totsie pop it was funny shit..so we went to the movies n we were early so me wendy n manda went to bed bath and beyond or something n we sat in the massage chairs hehe..those r cool..n then when we left the chairs wendy n amanda were hiding so i just walked away n bought candy..n then i called them n they found me..so then we went back to the theater n saw .Along came polly..it was funny shit for all u ppl who havent seen it GO NOW DAMNIT..ok yea umm sunday i went for a band audition which was cool..until i found out im not in the band but that okay..it was fun auditioning..n then after went to wendys n hung out..til like 7-8 i dont member wat time..but yea..umm today had school which sucked majorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr asss...especially lunch..jesus..i wont even go there cuz yea..our school system sucks ass..ok im done peaceeeeeee

-Squirl

coming clean

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 22:52:55 GMT

So yea ryte now im sittin at wendys..ive been here for about 5 hours or something..just chillen wit her n sam been funnn...wendy changed my layout woohoo..it looks pretty..so yea last night got a bit messed up but in the end i had fun just hanging out wit wendy sam lil rob n ant..while melissa adam n manda went to sky blue..so yea anyway..i wont say anymore that happened last night..lifes been ok..mid terms have been easy as fuck..well yea hopefully there wont b any school tomorrow..cuz yea i dont wanna take my biology mid term cuz i kno i already fuckin failed it...but anywho i forgot about friday..john wanted us to see this band called One Last Breath. Theyre really good. Thats it. I had fun. They sang this emo song n me n manda made fun of wendy. haha i love u wendy! it was funny shit..john introduced me all his friends n told them im his lil sister n he told them that we found wendy behind a dumpster n that she just tags along it was funny n he told them we found manda in a box....but yea that was my weekend n today im gonna go to sky blue wit wendy sam n i guess whoever wants to come..ok yea im done. peace

-Squirl

ehh

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 18:27:05 GMT

Well this weekend has been fun i guess...lets start wit saturday..went to new roc city wit wendy greg n amanda..my asshole brother drove us..he was being such a dick that night..so first thing we did was eat before we went..at my dads place wendy got to try the jupiter meal hehe..its fuckin good..then we were supposed to start goin up to new york but my brother wanted to change n drove all around norwalk..so then we finally left at 9.30 once we got there we went go karting..n it was such bullshit..so we waited in line n stuff..wendy was my passenger n manda was gregs..it was so funny were like driving n wendy took the wheel n i kept pushing the brake on her cuz i thought she was gonna like drive me into a wall lol..it was so funny we were crackin up then some moron hit us..greg n manda passed us..then there was this one turn n i kept movin the wheel side to side n wendy would like move around n shed b like "christina stop" it was hilarious..after go karting we went up to the arcade which was corny..me n wendy played house of the dead..until wendy died..then me n greg played house of the dead 2..we got pretty far until greg died..anywho..stayed up there for about an hour..n then we all decided to go to the movies thats when my bro got really pissed n called my mom..n shes like come home blah blah..n i told her that we got there at like 10 n we hardly got to do anything..so my brother left of course n he went back to norwalk..so we went to see "Cheaper By The Dozen" that shit was so funny..but me n wendy cant figure out where weve seen the skater kid..so it pissed us off..after the movie we walked outside n it was fuckin snowing like nothing..n of course my brother wasnt there so we were stuck in new york for about a half hour..im fuckin sittin on the ground cuz all of it was my fault..n i was so upset..but anyway..my brother finally came n we didnt talk to him at all..once we got home we like hung out n fell asleep..the next morning we woke up n we were all snowed in..so we called parents n they said to stay here..so we played board games n video games..which was fun..we had a major pillow fight that was funny..and we all like piled on each other it was so funny..then we went downstairs n gregs sister called n said he had to go home..so greg left..n then it got like all quiet it was weird..so we came upstairs n searched websites for scary stories but instead of searchin stories we serached like haunted places..we found a shit load..after that we just hung around..watched some tv n fell asleep..woke up around 10..and manda woke up n then wendy woke up..then we all got ready so my brother could drop them off..n he did so now everyone is safe home..n im goin to wendys a lil later to hang out..n cuz my brother has to do a rezema or something..cuz my printer doesnt work so wendy is nice enough to let him use hers..ok well yea im done i hope i got everything ryte in order cuz i tend to forget stuff...oo n we ate alot..at least i did..lol
bbye..omg i forgot that me wendy and amanda made a dance for stand up HAHAHAHA whoever wants to see it..ask..lol

-Squirl

then the unnamed feeling..it comes alive

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 00:56:38 GMT

Well today was weird..but i was happy all day..umm mid terms coming soon..oo fuckin joy..but i think im ready for them except for biology today he told us wat it was goin to b on..n its like omg..i dont wanna take it..150 questions...ugh..yea u try wit this son of a bitch teacher..lol yea well anyway..umm didnt do much during school..but after school went to Mr.a's room to finish some work..although it was wendy who printed out her stuff..but thats ok..im not gonna finish anyway..umm after that me n wendy went to the front n hung out wit ppl..which was funny..wendy was like slapping me..so i was like running away..n the weird thing is i usually get pissed when she like hits me..but i didnt care..it was so funny..uhh..dropped off wendy home..n amanda asked me to come over..so we ordered pizza..n played bullshit..i learned how to play again it was fun..i just dropped them off a few minutes ago..well yea i think im done..ttyl bbye

-Squirl

SO FUCKIN BORED

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 17:02:55 GMT

omg ive been so bored..that it isnt even funny..last night sucked i stayed wit my cousin n we went quading for about an hour..n then i sat in his house doing nothing..while he was wit his girlfriend...n i cant even call anyone..cuz everyone i wanna call is out..or doing stuff..n it really sucks..the saddest thing is..i shouldnt even carry my cell phone i might as well turn it off because no one calls me..when certain things happen i guess u lose all contacts..ugh i hate this shit..ok i think im done..bye

-killed squirl

i HATE MY LIFE

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 03:11:14 GMT

well everything is fuckin up for me..i guess..i dont kno what the fuck to do anymore who to b i guess this is just the beginning...sigh..i dont kno..mayb im just so worried about everything else that i havent noticed if im ok or not..n im not..i kno im not i try to act as if nothing is wrong when everything is..n now i realize y im the cause of everyones problems..because i cant deal wit them myself..n its hard..but i guess some ppl just take it wrong..i didnt mean to give them my problems or stress them out wit it..i just wanted them to help me..but its ok..i guess u learn..well i think im done..n im sorry for being the way i am..u kno who u r..
bbye

-Squirl

ehh sick once again

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 08:11:33 GMT

well lets see its the year 2004 woohoo..well yea this year started off pretty fuckin bad..umm on new years i went to wendys aunts house..we went in the hot tub it was me, adam, chris, sam, christine, wendy(duh),and anthony..thats it i think..umm before we went in the hot tub we ordered pizza which was good..then we just hung out in the hot tub..yesterday was like the worst day ever..my grandma is in the hospital cuz she passed out..so thats bad..stayed at the hospital for a few hours..today stayed home til 7 wendys mom came to get me so we went to stop n shop n bought ice cream for sundaes which was cool then my mom decided to b a bitch n picked me up but brought me back my mom is dumb..me n wendy hung out watched some movies talked to some ppl online..umm went home at 12..n its now 2.30 or so n im not sleepin..cuz i cant..so im sitting around..uhh..yea thats all this weekend i have no idea what im doin..but hopefully i get better before school..ugh..school sucks..ok well im done..bye

-Squirly

bad feelings suck

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 02:44:11 GMT

well just got home from hanging out wit wendy greg and amanda...which was an interesting night..we had fun walked to dunkin donuts..then saw nick..well me wendy n amanda kinda sat there and made fun of them while they didnt even hear us but it was funny..then walked back to wendys n just talked..sorta..umm didnt do much today..sat home..greg came over..then we went to mandas..but yea..short entry im done..bye

chillen wit wendy

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 23:56:56 GMT

hmm ryte now im at wendys house..yesterday was christmas kinda sucked i only got two things from my family but when i came to wendys i got some cool stuff..she got me a shakira doll that sings whenever whereever which was pretty funny..cuz i wanted a guitar..so that was one thing on my christmas list..lets see a gargoyle..a pony (pokey from gumby hehe)..a metallica black light poster! spongebob slippers and flipflops so now me n wendy match woohoo..spongebob pajama pants which r so fuckin cool..haha u people cant have them and will never find them..a candy cane..which i ate...well spongebob..and i got to be with my best friend n her family which was fun..like always..later im goin to new roc city with wendy, melissa and carlo to see lotr at the IMAX!!! woohoo. ok im done. yea bye

Sick

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 13:57:56 GMT

Lets see here im gettin alittle better..my throat is clearin up uhh in the last past days i really havent done much..i dont think..no not really..got presents on friday i got this happy bunny thingy from christine i love my turtle..n nicole got me earrings..umm n i dont kno what any one else got me which stinks but thats ok i can wait until christmas..last night i went to wendys at like i dont remember wat time it was but i went all the way to her house just to tell her one thing..so then she made me clean dishes n then i got to shake my presents..hehe the funny thing was our presents from melissa were in the same kinda boxes n they were like the same weight so wendys like mayb we got the same thing..but yea..after that of course my brother had to see his girlfriend..yea we stayed there til like 11.30 which sucked because i so needed sleep..n my brother is hardheaded..oo yea before all that happened..went to the mall..bought family gifts..n crap..hehe..i gotta finsh shoppin for like 5 people n then i can wrap in my fun wrapin paper..yes leave me alone..anywho..i think im done..

-Squirl

Let me show you a side of me you never knew

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 20:42:03 GMT

Well havent updated in a while cuz my computer has been completly retarted but i finally got the internet to work but on kazza so yea..well umm i dont remember really anything i did..mostly this week ive been over wendys house cuz shes been sick. last night i went to New Roc City wit amanda my sister sander n rogereo..we had so much funn..we went go karting ate dinner went to the arcade took some really funny pictures went to go see Love dont cost a thing which was good..then by the time we left it was like 3 in the morning..bought some christmas presents for people a few days ago..i just hope hte people like em..umm this week im basically goin shoppin for my friends..which i kno like nothing to get them..but thats ok..umm today i get to go to my sisters party thing..i wanted wendy to come but shes sick :( but its alryte..umm..the other night i went to wendys we made a brownie cake for amanda..n when we ate dinner i kept eating i ate 3 plates it was funny wendys dad was like come on eat more u must b hungry..lol..hung out there then came home..before that it was Jellybeans birthday hehe manda wendys cousin..n school sucked..i was on time to like all my classes n that like never happens unless wendy isnt in school n she wasnt..so school blowed..umm ryte now im watchin christopher n waiting for my sister mel to come home..uhh...yea thats all for now..

*I love you*

-Squirl-

some ppl just dont get it

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 16:15:48 GMT

Alryte i havent updated in a while seein as my internet was being really retarted..but yea its been a loong week..n i dont even remember the last thing i posted..but lets start off about tuesday.

Tuesday school sucked ass..umm after school me wendy n amanda were gonna go to a show. To see Hoobastank, Red chester, Andrew W.K, and Die Trying. Amanda couldnt come cuz she wasnt feelin well so we tried to find someone else n no one could come..so we left norwalk n drove up to hartford n my brother decided to come in wit us..(he was bored out of his mind) before we got in we made conversation wit a lot of ppl..it was pretty funny..once we got in i said hi to dan cuz he was sitting in the front..me n wendy got to stand all the way in the front which was pretty awesome..before the show started i made coversation wit the ppl next to me..this girl sarah n her mom i forgot her moms name..but yea..Red chester was on first..ugh dan was soo fuckin hott..n like in the middle of them playinghis guitar string broke..n he was like singing about it in one of the songs..it was pretty funny..umm after red chester got off they signed some stuff for us..oo yea before the show we saw matt n we asked him for drum sticks n stuff..so my brother got a drum stick n had some ppl sign it n wendy had her cd so they can sign..n me..they signed my arm..lol..then we talked to them for a lil got hugs n all that funn stuff..umm after red chester Die Trying went on..omg they fuckin rocked..jassen was like ryte in front of my face while he was singing i just looked at wendy n was like wendy hes so fuckin hotttttt...yea he is..but anyway..i liked him when he played 'dirty dirty' "I know what girls like n i kno what girls want" so fuckin sexy..um after they got off we talked to them we got to take a picture wit them cuz sarahs mom was like yea well send them too u so that was pretty cool..he signed my brothers drum stick..after Die Trying Andrew W.k came on he was ok..i didnt really like him..but i did scream alot..n jumped around it was awesome..after him Hoobastank came on...u wanna talk about rockin out u gotta fuckin see them..doug was sooo hott i mean it wasnt even funny...but during the show..this blonde scanky whore..yells out "take it off take it off" so doug looks at her n goes " no u take it off" it was funny..he suprised everyone with running away cuz it was all slent n then once me n wendy heard the beat we just looked at each other n smiled..haha it was funny..they did fuckin awesome..i mean i wish i could go back..n i lost my voice mostly screaming for hoobastank..i had lost it before but i lost it even more during hoobastank..ok so after that the show was basically over..so before we left..we were lookin for matt..but didnt see him..oo yea i like totally forgot..the drummer in Die Trying scared the shit outta me he was making all these funny faces playin it really scared me i cant look at him in the same way anymore..that was funnny..so yea before we left..well actually before that i think..me n wendy were talking to jassen n i go to him "Jassen" cuz he was signin something for wendy n he goes to me"whats up babe" i was like uhh "whats ur new song gonna be" n hes like "turn up the radio" so all u ppl better dl it..after all that good stuff..well actually theres more..alot more..lol sarah n her mom were goin backstage to meet hoobastank cuz u can only meet them if u bought a cd so seein as sarahs dad worked there he got us in..n me n wendy were like thank u thank u..it was pretty cool n sarah got to meet them earlier in the day...but she brought us in so we wouldnt hate her..lol..although we wouldnt anyway..so we met hoobastank..they r all so niice..umm we got all their autographs we didnt really get to talk to any of them except for doug..n i go to him im like "Doug u made me lose my voice" hes like "I lose my voice every night" n we kinda sorta laughed..yea..so he signed my ticket signed wendys cd..n our arms..so before we were gonna leave i got to wendy im gonna ask him to kiss me..n wendys like i dare u..so i went up to him n i go "Doug can i have a favor" he goes "what" im like "can i have a kiss" n he does the cutest thing he goes " AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" n kissed me so after that wendy asked him n sarah asked him so it was cool..n we got to get pictures wit them..ok so that was all for like the show..unless i forgot something well if i did oo well..

Wednesday- i was tired in school..my whole body hurt..after school i dont remember its been too long..

Thursday- was even more tired fell asleep from 4-9 n then went back to sleep..

Friday- friday wth did i do friday..o yea i went to simones house we got to hang out for a lil bit we went to outback n borders it was funny she threw spitballs at her mom n then she spit another one n it hit her dad haha like next to his ear it was so funny..but yea..umm after that we walked to boreders bought simones blink cd..n then we rocked out in the store yelling songs..pretty funny..

Saturday- went to wendys house wit simone..we all hung out john went to wendys n i guess they chilled..umm we watched the rest of Carrie 2 it was a pretty good movie..then we walked to dairy king n simone got curly fries i got food too but idk i didnt wanna eat it..me n amanda got to talk alittle we basically talked about how her family was n stuff..that i wont say on here..umm then we went back to wendys n they started to watch south park but me n simone had to leave..so we bounced walked to my bros girls house then brought simone home..n then i went home n went online for about 2 hours then went to sleep..n yea that was my saturday basically...

Sunday- well thats today n i have no idea what im doin..

sry for the anger before

Mon, 10 Nov 2003 21:29:01 GMT

OK I DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING I SAID IN THAT LAST JOURNAL ENTRY I JUST GOT REALLY MAD AND LISTENED TO EVERYONE ELSES STORY N NOW I GOT THE RIGHT ONE..SO IM SORRY..BBYE

I HATE MY MOTHER FUCKIN FREINDS

Mon, 10 Nov 2003 13:45:43 GMT

lets see here i fuckin hate everyone about now my life is goin down some fuckin hole..my friends r fuckin two faced as hell..everyone is talkin shit so if u got something to say say it to my motherfuckin face..cuz i dont need this bullshit goin around..but thats only to some ppl...oo n by the way i dont fuckin smoke so for all u ppl who think i do i dont..well i think im done..n i dont wanna say anything else thats botherin me cuz its none of ur fuckin buisness